blah blah blah...

since yaw k n muna mgdrama 2nyt..
nnood aq nung box ffice king and queen awards knna sa tv..
since ndi nmn xa gnon kboring ndi n ko nglipat..

ok nmn ung show.. nice production num.. i especially like that of maja nd john wayne.. ang ganda ng dance num nila...

pro grbe may mga acceptance speech tlga n nkuha ung attention ko...

1st was that of toni gonzaga... grbe, she thanked her eat bulaga "family".. despite the fact n inaway at siniraan xa nito nung umalis xa sa show n un.. at least lam ntin n mrunong tumanaw ng utang n loob c toni.. hindi man xa sa eat bulaga ngkaron ng pangalan.. dun prin xa nanggaling and alam nyang kng wla EB, forever nlng xa mgigng kagawad nmin xa d2 sa taytay...

ndi tulad ng sexbomb girls.. 2nd speech ito...
hello?! ni ndi man lng nila nbanggit ang EB.. ito lng kya ngpsikat sa knla.. ok lng sila?1... kala m nmn n kung sino ung mga un.. hayyy....ndi nlng nila gayahin si toni.. yan tuloy pabagsak n cla ngaun...

3rd.. Yasmin Kurdi: the most promising/popular (ata) female singer:::
ang ganda n san ng speech nya pro biglang.. "at thank you din po for those who buyed my album"... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! grbe ntawa tlga ako... sobra nkkhiya.. kc nmn p-english english p xa.. kmzta nmn?!.. at oo nga pla the outfit... feelingera ang lola nyo... formal event yun hija!!! hayyy..

speaking of outfit... grbe panalo ang gown ni cass ponti...ang ganda tlga.. prang ang sophisticated ng dating nya tuloy...

c ciara sotto nmn... as usual fashion disaster ang drama.. with the ethnic themed outfit.. hello?1 costume party b ang pinuntahan nya?!... kmzta nmn?!...

haaayyyy... bitter p din ako n encantadia ang nnalong most popular show of the year kc xempre pbb addict ako.. pro ok lng kc pbb got the phenomenal show of the year... iba yun.... haha!!!! biased tlga...

speaking of being biased.. kapansin-pansin n kramihan ng presentors, hosts at performers are mostly kapamilyas... i know abs-cbn is part of the production cherva pro dpat may kapuso din n ksma... kc award giving body un for both tv, movies, and music.. so dpat wlang side ang nangingibabaw.. hayyyy.. opinion lng nmn...

so aun....

ngpka-critique lng ang lola nyo nagung gabi pra mkalimut sa problema...


haaaaayyyyyyyy.........

a night of tears..

yes... that was my night..

i don't know why they had to fall but they did..
i haven't cried for somebody for the longest time..
it's as if im experiencing all of this for the first time...

lam n ng iba kng friends kng bkt... sa mga ndi k msabihan.. im sorry!!! i don't really keep much secrets pro this time tlga i want to keep it private...
sa mga ng-bgay skin ng advice especially yoj and yap.. thank you... i won't talk about it muna..sakit eh..bhala n c god kung ano mangyayri in the future.. ndi ako aasa.. pro ndi rin ako sumusuko...yan lang ang lam k ngaun...

sna lng wag akong msaktan ulit.. npgdaanan k n un...at hindi k kinaya.. sana lng maawa n skin si god at ndi nya iparamdam ulit skin un...


haaaayyyyyyy....

im ok and happy... finally..

haha!!! ok n ko thanx to yapi...

grabe ang dami gnawa ni yapi n ngpasaya skin kgab..
bonding to the highest level tlga...

n-appreciate k tlga un yap..

again thanx!!!üüü

a very disappointing night....

hayyy... actually ng-enjoy nmn ako sa party ni fhau... instant reunion ng 1ca3... saya nga e..
super inggit ako kay fhau prang gus2 k mg-debut ulit..

pro n-disappoint ako sa isang tao....

not so important pro .... hayyy.... NEVERMIND...

tanduay, the song, someone, brgy patrol, pandoy, at anjan p c noam...

grbe ang dami nangyari skin last nyt..

it started around 11pm while i was using the pc..bgla nlng tumawag c mingu.. and surprise surprise.. nsa taytay daw xa.. kmzta nmn?!.. nghahanap daw cla ni ehji ng matatambayan.. ng-offer ako.. sabi ko punta cla d2 , dun kme tambay sa kubo sa tpat ng house nmin... so aun, dumating cla around 12 n.. kc bumili p cla ng drinks.. tanduay ang binili nla.. kmzta?! first time k mttry un.. mix xa with coke so mej ok nmn.. mej tuloy-tuloy kaso xempre dhil ako'y ndi gnon klakas uminom.. eventually, umayaw din ako at naiwan clang umiinon... so bondingulit kme..

sa pg-bobonding nmin.. pinarinig ni ehji ang song n composed nya for the kada.. exaj!!! ang ganda nya..."NEVER GET THIS FAR" so LSS k un until ngaun... Sbra nkk-touch tlga... mron pang-isang song.. ang aliw n narrative n sobra npa-haba nmin.. haha!!! sikreto n nmin kkng ano laman ng narrative n un.. haha!!!

ndi lng pla song n un ngpapsaya skin that nyt.. somebody.. hayy.. lam nina mingu kng ano ibig saihin ko.. hayyy...

eniwei, kala nmin sobra smooth n bonding session nmin.. but no.. biglang aroung 2:30am dumating ung ng-iikot n brgy. patrol.. xempre lam k n may curfew d2 smin so kinabahan ako.. kc ang lam k hinuhuli ung mga nsa lbas p ng 3 am.. as in kinukulong.. pero thank god ndi nmn.. ni ndi nga cla ng-stop eh... so mej ngulat ako don.. tinago p man din nmin ung bottle ng tanduay.. kaso after a few mins bglang ng-punta don ung guard nmin.. cnab daw ng brgy n may tao p dun.. sabi ko mlapit n kme pumasok.. kya cge ng-stay p kme...

pro mga past 3, aside dun s sinabi nung guard, tnext n din ako ng mom k n d2 nlng daw kme sa loob ng house.. kya pumasok n kme.. d2 n kme ng-continue ng session.. hahaha!!!
ngutom kme kya ng-luto ako ng pancit cnton so kinain nmin un with pandesal ang butter.. o di b instant??!!! pro kmzta nmn bgla k nlng n-feel n npapandoy ako.... pro ndi lng un.. after k mg-pandoy.. after a few mins.. pandoy 2nd edition nmn.. nkakatawa nga e.. sabi ni mingu nkk-pandoy daw c *** hahaa!!! eniwei, after a few drinking and eating p.. ntulog n din kme sa rum ko...

around 9 gumising kme kc klangan nla pumunta p sa bhay ni ehji.. pro i dreamt of something that really bothered me.... sa dream k nsa plane daw kme ni ehji, mingu, md jmee with some guy friends ni ehji.. 1 of them is noam... bf ko xa s dream k.. exaj.. ang weird kc d b usually ndi m n mtatndaan ung name and face nung mga nsa dream m pro ung noam sobra ntatandaan ko p.... so pg-gising n pg-gising k tinanong ko agad c ehji kung may frnd xa n noam.. sab nya wla.. SO SINO SI NOAM??? sabi nga ni mingu.. he may be the man of my dreams...LITERALLY!!!! hahaha!!!

so ng-breakfast n kme.. n specially prepared by my mom, of course... pro bago p man ako nkkain..NAMAN.. npapandoy n nmn ako.... so round 3 n.... hayyyy....

after nun.. bumalik kme sa room... bonding ulit.. another round of singing ulit.. pro in the middle of all the singing.. 4th blow is about explode.. yes, pandoy moment ulit... exaj d b?!

after all of that... umuwi n din cla... aroung 11:30...

so kmzta nmn ang gabi ko d b?!... kala k another boring nyt but no..... biglaang mini-adventure ang pinagdaanan ko..

hayyyy.. mingu ehji::::SANA MAULIT!!! ND SANA MAS MDAMI N TAU......

my malate experience...

my malate experience..

april 22- around 1am::

from eya's debut we (me, mon, ate fa, vicky, & mar) decided to go out kc ayaw p nmin taposin ung gabi...

una, sinundo muna nmin si carmi sa bahay nya tpos may mneet kme n frind nla sa shang..

nsa car car kme ni mon and up until that time ndi p din kme nkkpg-decide kng san kme ppnta. as in ang bgal mg-drive nung driver ni mon kc hinihintay kme mg-decide.. greenbelt and malate were the choices.. actually, kme (the girls) wanted greenbelt kaso their friend wanted to go to malate that nyt so.. eventually aun nga.. ngpunta kme malate..

nung andun n kme.. pra kme nliligaw kc paikot-ikot lng ung car kc ung hinahanap n bar ndi lam kng asan... tipong nauubos n ung tym nmin sa loob ng car...

so mon and the friend went out and tried to look for it n nglalakad.. that time prang ayaw n tlga nmin kaso mej nkkhiya n andun n kme tpos bigla bawi e...

nung nhanap n nla mon, they texted us ang told us kng asan n.. so we went there n.. kala k pg-baba nmin sa car andun n ung place kaso klangan p pla nmin mglakad ng super layo.... to think n lhat kme ay nka- high heels dhil galing nga kmeng debut... at ndi lng un.. ako nka- mini skirt and tube top p.. kmzta d b?!.. sobra nkktkot ung mga tao n dinadaanan nmin.. kme ni carmi ung mej nhuhuli sa pglalakad.. preho kme nttkot tpos bgla b nmn may grp of guys n tntwag kme .. xempre ndi nmin pinansin..

finally nrating n in nmin ung place... BED.. waahhhh.. culture shock.. puro guys.. or should i say gays... grbe mdami ako klala na gays lalo n s skul pro iba un...exaj pati ung picture dun sa poster kdiri...

ayaw n nga nmin pumasok so we were convincing mon to go inside kme mghahanap ng mggwa..
thankfully, may ktv sa tpat ng bed so we decided n dun nlng kme...ung rum nmin kitang-kita ung entrance ng bed kc glass lhat.. so khit wla kme don, kita nmin ung mga labas-pasok pro we have no idea kng ano nangyayari sa loob.. sumama c ate fa kna mon sa loob.. so naiwan kme ni vicky, carmi and mar dun sa ktv... nga pla nung andun n kme, mar invited her friends n andun sa area.. c kean, mac and another guy... since si kean lng klala k don mej n-shy ako kumanta... haha!!! pro eventually, ok n din.. mkulit cla especially kean who was... ummm... ng-eemote.. haha!!! inaasar nya ko pro xempre balik sa knya un... mej may nlaman ako frm him n ndi k kna-gulat pro n-affect ako in a way... hayyy....

so aun, ng-enjoy nmn kme... aroung 4am, klangan n umuwi ni carmi so tinext n nmin cna mon pra alis n kme..

so nglakad ulit kme at mas nkktkot n ung crowd... mej mbilis kme nglakad... humiwalay n din cna kean so halos puro babae ulit kme...

nung ndatnan n nmin ung car.. ok n.... we went home n.. actually ndi ak s bhay.. kna george ako sa kapitolyo since original plan tlga mg-sleepover ako don kaso nga ngkayayaan so aun.. ok lng nmn kay george so nung dumating ako tsaka nlng kme ng-bonding....

grbe... ang dami ko ntutunan sa experience n ito:::
> mgplano bgo gumumik
> alamin ung crowd ng pupuntahan
> wag mg-mini skirt at high heels s malate
> wag n mg-malate.. mdami pang ibang gimikan jan..
> pro khit gnon ung experience.. ng-enjoy nmn ako...
first time ko sila nkasama umalis ng gnon... at gusto ko maulit pa yun.. at xempre AYAW KO NA SA MALATE!!!!!

my song...

Ne-Yo - So Sick

Umm…UmMm..
Yea
Do (8X)
Oh Yea
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that Im alone
Cus right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone.
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice any more
Its ridiculous
It’s been months
For some reason
I just can’t get over us
And Im stronger than this
Enough is enough
No more walkin' round wit my head down
Im so over being blue
Crying over you
Chorus:And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calendar I had
Thats marked July 15th
Because if there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
Im so sad up wit my thoughts of you
And your memory
And now every song reminds me of what used to be
And that’s the reason
Im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Ooohh
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Don’t make me think about her smile
Bout having my first child
Im letting go
Turning off the radio
Cus Im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing she was still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing she was still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Why can’t I turn off the radio?
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

ito n nmn ako...

well, today i finally decided to create my blog...
actually mtagal k ng gus2 gawin toh kaso nkktamad at wla akong alam sa gan2 pro since wla ako mgwa.. why not d b?!

eniwei, knna andun kme sa house ng tita ko since easter sunday nga ngaun... we had lunch at ng-bonding kmeng mgpipinsan...and guess wat?! to my dismay, may n-discover ako...

ako nlng pla ang single smin mga teenagers..

well, aside from my sister who is currently in kuwait.. eniwei, imagine, even my 14 yr old cousin has a boyfriend?!.. my god!! what the hell is wrong with me?
ive been asking that question for quite sometime na...
siguro nga naririndi n mga frinds k kppag-nasasabi ko un...
hayyy, i know being single is not that bad pero i think ive been single for quite a long time na...
nakakainis pa d2.. masaya ako ngaun pero kulang tlga....

i have somebody special but then again ndi nmn kme..

NDI PWEDENG MAGING KAME!!!

kc taken n xa... ang sama d b?! so kmusta nmn?!


so aun, ngkwentuhan lng ang ang mga pinsan ko.. xempre ako tahimik lng kc wla nmn ako-ishare d b?!...

ganon lng tlga cguro...

DADATING DIN ANG PANAHON KO.... sana lng kayanin ko pa ang pghihintay....

ah ganito pla..

so ngaun... mkikisama na ako sa inyo..

lhat kau may blog at ang kada mron n din kya ito ako..

finally may blog na si angge...